Saturday, 30 July 2011


It was surprising for me to watch the same reaction in a 3 tear old Nived and 71 year old my mom, the fight to be wanted. to be needed, and be able to hang on to their importance. I realised how important it is to be  needed. It makes us feel, so insecure, if you know that you are not needed any more, almost like dead. i wonder, what is the need to be needed all the time. how i would react when i am needed any more.


आत्मा के कल्याण का कोई मुहूर्त नहीं होता
मन की शांति मिले
भजन वहीँ हो जहाँ मन स्थिर हो

Thursday, 28 July 2011

being human

being human, is being expected of doing things in a different way, in an expected way. i dont like to trouble people, today my brother got troubled because of me, and i did not like that, more so i did not like the fact that even though i am 47 year i was treated like a eight year old..i hate people, who have nothing better to do but stir trouble in other people's life.Big brother is watching all the time. as how you sit, how you you conduct yourself.. i said, i did not care what other people think of me, as long as i am in good books of my loved ones, but guess what i do care otherwise why am i ranting here.

Tuesday, 26 July 2011


जो हाँथ पकड़ा और छोड़ा जमाने ने 
की तनहा से हैं इस आश्याने में
तुम्ही कहो की चुप रहूँ
या कहूँ दर्द एय जिगर
या फिर जा रहूँ किसी वीराने में

Monday, 25 July 2011


Please, if you like what i write, just dont judge me without telling, write some comment. even if it is to F*** Off , please do share. i would  really like to know, who is it, who comes and watches me on my blog, and dot let me know