Friday, 26 July 2013

जेहन में सिलवटे,हैं तुम्हारी यादों की
दिल पर जख्म गहरा है तुम्हारे वादों का


चुप हो गए हैं "आस" मेरे, शब्दों के जाल में
जहन में रहते थे मेरे कितनी  शान से ।।।। (वंदना)

Tuesday, 23 July 2013

My day today

I must write down how my day started today, The days like this even though there is nothing event full for me, it sticks to my brain like glue. First thing in the morning, I heard the news of a close friend, having  thyroid cancer. I did not understand why that lady chose to tell me out of all the people, may be she had told everybody and everybody is keeping quiet for her sake, so she is not disturbed. My heart went out for her, only last Wednesday at Vidya's house we have laughed so much, about silly things.

I feel sometimes, GOD feels threatened if we laugh about silly thing, HE is too serious to understand, how mortals can laugh at things, with a lot of unhappy stuff happening around them. He makes it a point to make us unhappy, to show how powerful He is.. Times like that I don't like God. I wish God was more like a friend, to be around at the time of need, otherwise he could do HIS ACT, which he is best capable of which is DISAPPEARING ACT.

and than my evening ended, with these two ladies talking in German, talking about me, I am sure, it is  for my Goodwill, but what it is. I will find out tomorrow at 9.30

Sunday, 21 July 2013

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The inner circle

I like Me
I feel unique
the only Me , as I know myself
The inner Me, where nobody is allowed
so the inner ME
where nobody is allowed,
is a very lonely place
Nobody dares to knock
It feels empty
I don't like, the emptiness of
my inner self
to swallow ME
the awkward,
Show off self
May be one day
I'll make them sit
the inner empty self and
outer showoff self
over a cup of coffee
or wine
and allow them to come out
and compromise
for once
for ME

I am happy

I am happy for the life I have
without trying, and
seeing how it gave me so much
opportunity to become
whatever I wanted,
but not  to become what people
wanted of ME

I choose

I choose to believe in stuff
and choose to become a unbeliever
what suits me , where it suits me
to make an easy situation tough